Vasanti Vasu

 Hi Vasu, There's something I've been meaning to tell you. I have a condition called phimosis. You can easily find information about it by searching online. This has been the reason I haven't been able to fully connect with you physically, and I'm truly sorry for that. On a different note, I've been actively looking for work and applied for several operational and other positions on various job sites today. Thinking back to last year when I was in Siricilla, I realized just how much I miss you. I don't want to dwell on the past, but I do cherish all the good memories we shared. I wasn't angry about your personal growth or development. I was frustrated and hurt that you didn't want to include me in your life and go places together. Now, I feel very alone without you.

  Date: 29 Jan 2025 23.40 "Hi Vasu, Today has been a tough one. My feet are swollen and burning, making it difficult to walk. I couldn't sleep until 4:30 AM, my mind constantly worrying about you. I haven't been going out much because I can barely afford a cup of tea or a bottle of water. Everyone advises me to distract myself, but it's impossible. All I can think about are our happy memories. Like that time I was waiting for you outside your office, riding my bike and losing my patience. It was excruciating. I feel completely broken. No expectations, no friends to talk to, no financial support. I have no property, no savings, and no home of my own. I'm at rock bottom. Even my family doesn't ask about me. I've been trying to find any small job to survive – shops, offices, everywhere – but everyone says no. I question the meaning of my existence. Suicide seems easier than this constant struggle. I understand the pain of rejection from a loved one. Fifteen ye...

Date: 28 Jan 2025 22.26 Hi Vasanti, I'm writing to you again today. I started my day with some exercise. Yesterday, I accidentally burned my foot with a heating pad. I wanted to apply some warmth to my shoulder and foot, but I accidentally left the heating pad on my foot for too long. I've been applying for jobs on Naukri, LinkedIn, and company websites, but I haven't received any calls from recruiters. I've interviewed with four companies: Omega, Deloitte, WNS, and Franklin Templeton. Omega: Requires relocation to Bangalore for IT procurement. Deloite: Seeks a Hardware Server expert engineer. WNS: Requires experience in Professional Services. Franklin Templeton: Prefers candidates with Coupa experience. Finding a job at this stage of my life is challenging. My resume reflects my experience, but it also highlights a gap in my employment. Recruiters often question this gap, and if I explain it, they may question my suitability for the role. I'm willing to do...

Vasanti Vasu Date: 28 Jan 2025 I am starting this blog to talk with my Vasanti. I decided to talk with you. If you are not available, then I imagine you are with me. I have been away from you for almost a year. But I don't forget you. Every moment in my life, I remember you. Maybe I fight with you, but I only know how much I love you. How much I miss you. I am trying to stand with you by finding a job. You are not with me, so I am losing my confidence; I am losing myself. Unable to remember what I am doing, every what is going on with me. I have isolated myself from this world. Today I got the thought that I can talk with you even though you are not available physically. I want to share my daily activities – what I did, what I ate, what are my thoughts, what I want to do. I remember how I got your contact from some random emails on 20th April 2011. When I was working in the VW Group. When we met, the first rain started in the month of May. I met you at Andheri station, and we went ...