Vasu Vasu

 Date: 29 Jan 2025 23.40

"Hi Vasu,

Today has been a tough one. My feet are swollen and burning, making it difficult to walk. I couldn't sleep until 4:30 AM, my mind constantly worrying about you.

I haven't been going out much because I can barely afford a cup of tea or a bottle of water. Everyone advises me to distract myself, but it's impossible. All I can think about are our happy memories. Like that time I was waiting for you outside your office, riding my bike and losing my patience. It was excruciating.

I feel completely broken. No expectations, no friends to talk to, no financial support. I have no property, no savings, and no home of my own. I'm at rock bottom. Even my family doesn't ask about me. I've been trying to find any small job to survive – shops, offices, everywhere – but everyone says no. I question the meaning of my existence.

Suicide seems easier than this constant struggle. I understand the pain of rejection from a loved one.

Fifteen years ago, I was young and could survive anywhere. But I'm not that young anymore. My friends have families, and no one can take me in. This is an incredibly painful time.

I know that staying at home without a job is a major contributor to my current state. We can't afford basic necessities like healthcare.

Vasu, I'm not angry with you. I may have made many mistakes, intentionally or unintentionally. I'm truly sorry for everything. I understand if you can't forgive me. But every morning when I wake up, I still search for you.

This is the truth, not an act to convince you.




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