Vasu Vasu

 

Date : 10 Feb 2025

Hi Vasu,

Last night was so hard for me. I had a mild attack, and it stayed with me the whole night. I couldn’t sleep at all. My heart felt so heavy, like it was carrying a huge weight, and there was pain too. I tried to distract myself, to think of something else, but my mind and heart just wouldn’t listen. They were stuck in that dark place. My head was aching badly, adding to the misery.

Even without sleep, I had to go to the hospital early in the morning for my blood and urine tests. I did the pre-test, waited for two hours, and then did the post-test. The reports went straight to the doctor. The good news is that the reports are slowly coming back to normal, which is a relief. But my forefoot injury… it’s still there, and it’s going to take time to heal.

So, it’s the same routine again today no sleep, just lying down with my legs on a pillow, trying to rest. It feels like I’m stuck in a loop, and it’s so frustrating.

I didn’t tell anyone about the attack except Ravi Jindam. I couldn’t tell Mom or Sai. They would panic so much, and I don’t want to worry them. So, I’m keeping it quiet, just holding it inside.

It’s hard, Vasu. Really hard. But I’m trying to stay strong, even when my heart feels so heavy and my body feels so tired.

Happy Teddy Day Vasu!



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