Vasu Vasu
17 Feb 2025
Hi Vasu,
Today, I got my blood and urine test reports for sugar levels. I also took the doctor’s advice for treating my leg injuries. For this, I woke up at 7 o’clock, even though I didn’t sleep properly. I did a fasting blood test and another test after having breakfast. My sugar levels have come down, but not by much from 246 to 204. The doctor prescribed some medicine, but I didn’t buy it because I don’t have enough money. Instead, I only bought oranges worth Rs. 40.
One of my friends, Satish, met me today. He also has sugar issues and follows a diet plan. He suggested I take some special grains daily, but unfortunately, he doesn’t know I can’t afford them. Spending time with him made me feel a little better.
I know when you’re around, I feel calm. Now, I’m talking to you through this blog. I understand what I’ve lost, and I regret it. Please forgive me I can’t control my heart and mind when I think about you. I want to meet you and stay with you. My only goal is our growth, but right now, I have no job or income, and you are my top priority.
Taking on two tasks at once has been confusing and overwhelming, causing me stress, anxiety, and depression. I love you, Vasu. At least, I want to see you. My heart is so weak that it can’t bear hearing “no” from you. My only request is that you talk to me and don’t say “no” again. That would make me happy for a while.
I love you, Vasu.
Take care.

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