Vasanti Vasu

  Date: 23 April 2025 Hi Vasu, I never thought that the person I love the most would hate me and not want me. Maybe this time, things are not in my favor. Unexpected things are happening. What I did that day was only to stop you—I just wanted to scare you, like you were a kid. Now, I am preparing myself to seize the best opportunities. I’ve decided to wait for you. Today, I don’t have support from anyone, but I will definitely achieve all my goals. I need someone to guide me toward them because I don’t know how long it will take me alone. Meanwhile, given our age, we’re already delaying our shared responsibilities. I’m not angry with you or your family. Everyone is doing something with their lives, while I’m stuck doing nothing. Some people have jobs but no family; others have family but no job. But I have neither. I’ve visited many consultancies asking for work, but no one has any openings for me.

  Date: 21 April 2025 Hi Vasu, I have no contact with any blood relatives—not my mom, brother, or even relatives. Even Anand Mama is avoiding my calls. None of my friends are responding properly—neither Ajay nor Yogesh. I am completely broken, Vasu. I’ve been trying to do small jobs, but I’ve lost myself. My confidence is fading, and I have no support or motivation from anyone. I only feel connected to you. How can I explain how important you are in my life? I just need you, but I don’t want to depend on you. I was stuck in Siricilla before, but now I’m in Mumbai. Still, my eyes keep searching for you. I don’t even know how I reached this place. It took so much struggle to get to Mumbai, and after arriving, I faced difficulties finding a PG. On the first day, 10th April, I searched for a PG in Andheri but couldn’t find one. I spent the whole night sitting at Andheri Station. The next morning, I went to a dormitory, rested, and then continued searching—hoping I might see you. But it...

  25 Feb 2025 Hi Vasu, Tomorrow is Shivaratri. Mom is cleaning everything, washing, and preparing for fasting. Anyway, since we both are sugar patients, we won’t eat too much, but we will eat some fruits. Vasu, what are you doing? Will you keep fasting? Whether you fast or not, God will always bless you and help you succeed in your goals. I feel like I want to see you. I love you, Vasu. Take care.

  24 Feb 2025 Hi Vasu, What are you doing? Everything in my life has changed. I am looking for a job. I have stopped eating sugar. Now, I check every food item under a microscope to see its sugar and carb content. I avoid oily food, refined wheat flour (maida), white rice, and fruits with high sugar. I take sugar tablets before eating. My diet includes green leafy vegetables, chapati, jowar roti, upma, oats,  star fruit, carrot, beet, curd, and salt. Today, I want to share my diet plan with you. Early in the morning, I take a tablet. Then, I chew bitter neem leaves and drink boiled guava leaf water. After that, I exercise and take a bath. For breakfast, I eat upma or poha. I avoid idli, dosa, and maida puri. After breakfast, I take another tablet. I drink milk without sugar. I also apply ointment on my injured foot. Five minutes before lunch, I take a sugar tablet. During lunch, I take more tablets. I eat fruits that are low in sugar or bitter in taste. In the evening, I take ...

  23 Feb 2025 Hi Vasu, Today is Sunday. There was an IND vs PAK cricket match. Did you watch it? Pakistan’s batting was good, but India played incredibly well in the end. For me, it wasn’t a close match, but cheering for India was an active pleasure because I support them. Right now, I am unable to eat my favorite food because of my high sugar levels. Obviously, money is also a concern for me. This month, my medical expenses have already been high, and we still owe rent. I’m feeling alone and don’t understand what to do. Take care, Vasu.

  22 Feb 2025 Hi Vasu, After many days, I started my warm-up again. I used to do it before, but because of my injury, the doctor told me not to do any warm-ups. They said it might make the injury worse or cause an infection. Now, even though my injury isn’t fully healed, I’ve started my warm-ups again. The only problem is that I’m not sleeping well, no matter how hard I try. I need some guidance on how to work out my career or future plans. In Siricilla, people don’t give proper advice on how to build a career. Their thoughts are stuck in old traditions, and they don’t provide the right solutions. Their negative thoughts often make me feel meaningless and lower my confidence. My friends are busy, and I feel like I’m just a way for them to pass time. The internet has many options, but I’m confused about whether the path I’m choosing is right or wrong. Some online work requires subscriptions, which I have to pay for. If I come to Mumbai, I don’t know what kind of job I’ll get, but I’...

21 Feb 2025 Hi Vasu, Today, I’m not doing much, just feeling good. I have applied for some jobs and am also preparing for other career options. If I get a job at a startup company, that would be great. Right now, there are very few jobs in the market. I hope you’re having a good day today. Maybe you’re close to reaching your year-end target. Congratulations in advance! Love you, Vasu. Take care. Good night.